oh GOD ,
i will be turning one more year of life by next month.i will be compeleting 29 yrs ..am i happy????
no actually.i feel like leaving one yr of life behind.....when i spoke to my husband...his approach was like ...oh women tend to get worry as they grew old......i know that.but it wasn't the normal worry.i was worried as still i havn't achieved that much as people of this age have achived.it was not the fear of looking old , but from within i was scared of leaving things behind which are very dear to me . then i gave a thought ...what i m leaving behind? is it the happiness, is it the enthusiasm 2wards life....no obviosly...
actually it was the TIME that i may not get to do same things with that entusiasm as i will be doing some other new things as per the new circumstances.i will be engage in new things...yes thats the hit...i dont want to try something new...i want to devote my time doing same old stuff to the expectation i have ...
but i knw there can never be another chance in life to do so ....
